prego's westin kl

philip surprised me on thursday night *smile* he asked me to pick him up from work at 7pm.. and to dress nicely, AND bring him a nice shirt, and his jeans.. so, being the dutiful girlfriend that i am *gag* ahahaa, i did just as i was told.. after picking him up, he told me that he had made reservations for the both of us at pregos.. for those who do not know about it, its a really famous italian restaurant at the westin kl.. *smile* the place is amazing! the stewards were friendly and courteous.. the atmosphere was really nice..
and we got a nice, cosy and private place to sit too! usually, the couch, is for 6-8 guets.. but since it was philip, we got it anywayz.. *grin* its good to know ppl.. hahaa.. anyhoo... all in all, the food was great.. ESP the dessert.. was specially made for us due to certain reasons.. *smile*it was yummylicious! the tiramisu was sooo soft, and creamy.. the frozen strawberries... *sigh* i was in heaven.. hahhaa.. thank u baby... for such a wonderful surprise.. it was perfect =)

tiffin bay...

tt was where jade and i went to, yesterday... *smile* and man, was it fun! hhahaa... tuesday marked the end of all our crazy assignments, and the beginning of our study break... so we were basically ALL free, yesterday, and..well.. today too:) anywayz.. hahaa.. i was planning to spend a quiet day at home when i got a phone call from ms. bambino@jade to go out... hahah.. 3 minutes after she called, darren called..asking the freakin same question.. i had errands to run, and was only going to be free 230 pm onwards... so the both of them waited patiently for me to... be done! hahaha.. was really sweet of them:)
after my errands, i drove over to jade's place... and she thought me this game... i dun remember the name of it now, unfortunately.. but what i DO remember, is the fact tt it's really entertaining and, addictive! hahaha.. and i was a good student, wasnt i, jade? *wink* hahaha...almost beat u in ur own game manz! wahhaaha... well, good teacher = good student.. nuff said...
we were halfway through the game, when darren came.. and after tt, we all headed down to kl!! hahaha.. were planning to go to bintang walk, visit philip, and do a lil shopping! *smile* after picking lip up, we went down to sungai wang.. yes, sungai wang.. hahaa.. where all four of us took a sticker pic together!! ahahaha.. was really funny, cos we took 6 pics all together, but only one came out... cos jade didnt choose the pics fast enough.. damn sad, right? for ONE stupid pic, each of us paid rm4.50.. aaiiihh.. but.. oh well! we had loads of fun.. hahaa.. after photo taking, we went to kim gary for lunch, and den we headed to the arcade where all four of us ended up playing daytona.. it was like rmONE per game.. man, its cheap!! other places, u have to pay rm2 at least..wahahah:)
i seriously felt like alil kid again.. racing with jade, philip and darren.. ahhaa.. was screaming everytime my car overturned or something.. hhahaa... it was fun...really was..:) after four races, we proceeded to this other game.. honestly, i duno what's it called... what i DO noe, is the fact tt u have loads of levels, and u jus have to hit three main buttons... red, green and blue.. hahhaa.. jade won almost all the rounds.. darren and i.. haha.. we came in second!:) wooo hoo..
darren left after tt... and so did lip.. he had to return to work...:( so jade and i went shopping!! hahaha.. she bought some clothes and a belt, i think... and den we headed to tiff bay... its a bar/lounge at starhill... man, it was awesome! hahaha... the environment was great, and the prices of drinks served there were relatively cheap, for a place like so.. and there was a live band playing.. the woman singing was fantastic! her voice... was... *sigh* hahaha.. jade's in love with the place already:) hahaha... im not surprised...
we spent bout 3 hrs there... i had a cosmopolitan and a sex on the beach... *smile* jade had 3 glasses of sex on the beach.. it was goooooddd...wahhahaa... MUCH better then cosmo... philip joined us after work..:) so we all drank a lil more.. and went home after tt.. was a really fun day.. like really...:) cant wait for yet another outing.. yey yey..

spider solitare

that's the game tt im REALLY addicted to at the moment... thanks to kathryn.. *sigh* haha.. she was playing tt game when we were all at sheri's place on saturday... daammmnn.. now, i cant seem to get it out of my system.. and i'll keep playing and playing and playing non stop.. and IF i DO lose a game, i wont stop till i win again.. and when i start winning, i cant bring myself to stop either cos it's so blardy ADDICTIVE!! arrrghh!!! sad, huh? hahaha... normal ppl would be playing dota, ragnorok, gunbound... etc.. but i dun find any entertainment in it.. what's wrong with me? arghh..
right now, im sitting at home, staring at my computer screen, trying to decide whether i should continue playing spider solitare, OR watch hercules.. hmm... philip downloaded it yesterday, and he was watching it last night... was supposed to watch it with him, but i fell asleep somewhere in between baby hercules chewing on a lightning stick, and him being a mortal, with incredible strength.. hahahaha.. i should be at class now.. its 11.22 am afterall.. and by right, i should be sitting on my sorry ars- in class for mass communication tute.. BUT, i'm sick...
yup yup.. again.. and this time, ive got food poisoning.. *thank u, vincent* aaaiiihhh.. this is bad, i tell u.. i think he passed it to me.. cos he gave me his wantan(s) yesterday... shiiet! yes.. surprising huh? food poisoning can ACTUALLY be passed on to other unsuspecting individuals (like me), kayz..
argh.. so here i am, feeling constipated... eunice just asked me to NOT eat anything at all... she says tt i should just let my body 'detox' itself.. but im hungry!! and i dare not go anywhere that is NOT near a toilet, cos i never know when i have to "go.." hahaha.. like what my dear friend, jason heng says, i quote, "we only start to look out for toilets when the need arises." hahaa.. how true.. tts his msn nick now, btw.. i wonder why? hmmm...*grin*
im suppose to be RESTING now.. but i cant seem to go back to sleep... woke up at 9 to fetch lip to work.. and ive been awake since... i wish i could go to class, but i really dont want to spend half my time, sitting/squatting in the toilet, whilst some other random classmate is WAITING for his/her turn, outside.. i mean, last thing i'd want is for one of my friends to be traumatized.. *grin* *yawn*
hmmm... spider solitare it is...

*liquid*

we were ALL almost SO gone, tt night... well, not all of us.. but MOST of us :) crystal, jade, joe, sheri, kat, yeeby, chiyung, philip, and myself were at liquid on wednesday night, for a little drinking session.. darren was suppose to come along, but the poor boy didnt noe the way *sigh* sad, huh? anywayz, wednesday nights are suppose to be 'straight night.' however, tt still didnt stop some guys from touching my boy! hahhaah... shouldve seen the look on his face... man, he was traumatizeD! hahhaa...
yeeby was picked up tt night! by an ANGMOH, kayz! hahaha.. u go girl!! told u, ure beautiful and sexy! dun believe me lar! *grin* and she bought me a tequila shot... was only rm8 tt night, manz! freakin cheap! so we got some for kat too! her first shot... *smile* she didnt want to drink it at first.. was so scared tt she'll prolly puke or something.. but at the end of the day, she licked, swallow and sucked perfectly fine! *smile* crys was so gone tt night... *smile* but what matters is, we ALL had fun.. loads of fun... prolly do it next week again or something... hahahhaa... and yes, i still stand my ground.. i AM straight.. hahaha... the alchohol jus got me brain tt night, tts all.. :) i took yeeby's first "lesbian" kiss!! woo hoo!! hahahhaa... u were gooooooddddd, babes... *wink* i cant wait for the next time we all go drinking again.. this time around, im gonna drag my boys along! *smile* alan, ravin, darren, ben, vince, yewjin... *smile* all of them lar.. THEN we'll see how fun it'll be...

quiksilver revolution at sunway lagoon

darren, sinling, kat, sherrie, philip and myself went for this "huge" event... honestly, if u ask me, i thought it sucked... d skateboarders tt i saw, werent experts... they kept on falling... same goes to the surfers cept for the guy from australia... and the waves take sooo long to form! and it isnt even huge... *sigh* so much for expectations... damn... hahhaa... but the company was great.. as always.. wish the others couldve made it too though... but there werent enough tickets... :( anyhoo... pictures! like always..

philip's 22nd bday bash

i just got all the pictures from kat yesterday... hahhaa... so im gonna like have a post for each event... in this blog, it's lip's 22nd bday bash! :) threw it for him at riana greens... it was a bbq and poolside party in one...

alan and ravin..:) my two personal bodyguards.. hahaa. check out their muscle wey... haha..dun play play *grin* we were at philip's 22nd bday party!! *smile* i threw a bbq party for him at riana green... had loads of fun with the rest tt night! hahaha.. some of them were sooo drunk, we had to send them home! but it was an awesom night... really was:)


this is the group pic of some of the other guys at the party.. darren is the one standing next to lip, and the one right in front, hahah.. he's yewjin.. aka bruce lee or stephen chow *grin*



those are the pics i have... FOR NOW... there were three cameras tt day.. so everything is pretty scattered.. most of them are with stephy.. gonna get it from her soon :)

forgiveness is not a feeling.... it is a choice u make...

cherry tomatoes.. yup.. tt's what's in front of me now:) its dinner, kayz.. hahaa.. if u call eating a bowl of cherry tomatoes a meal... need to lose weight mar... think ive put on weight... argh... so must jaga badan a lil.. cos ive got to look good before yeeby's prom wey... *smile* my first prom with jin, yeeby and lip... so we've SO got to make it a memorable one...
today... hmmm.. ive been at college for like 10hrs... was there from 9-3 for classes... and at 4-630, attended christian fellowship... it was really... well.. fun.. :) like seriously.. now im really glad tt steph and darren asked me to come along.. we sang, played games, listened to sermons.. and prayed.. and its really amazing how God could reach out and touch ur soul, when its almost..well.. gone... mr.joshua, our lecturer, spoke about forgiveness today.. and i couldnt seem to understand, how could one actually forgive someone who actually just went all out to sabotage ur life, just so tt she could feel better about HER life.. she overcame her insecurities, and loneliness by spreading lies about another, and going all out jus to make another miserable...
i cannot forgive.. i really cant... maybe i will in due time... but for now...

i cant

on a brighter note, now i noe, just how caring and amazing my coursemates and lecturer could me... they held me while i cried, and prayed over my wretched, broken soul... and for tt, i thank them.. and i vow, to spread God's love around... because i noe, what a difference it makes to another... amen..

jin called me last night:) spent bout 2 hrs plus on the phone with her... *smile* sigh... i really do miss my princess.. its been bout almost 4mths since she went back to melb.. cant wait to see her again... *smile* love u babes.. thank u for calling and checking up on me yesterday...

does it HAVE to happen, every month!?!?*argh*

it's the time of the month... ARGH! i hate it when it comes!!! *sigh* cos i'll start getting REALLY horrible cramps, n me pimples would start popping out one by one... *double sigh* this is the time of the month when i can get scot free; wenever i piss/scold/nag or throw stupid, nonsensical tantrums at philip :) hhehehe.. my baby's very understanding... hahhaa... he usually just nods, and is VERY patient when he finds out tt... well.. ive got my... ermm.. hahaa.. "aunty" visiting *grin*
today's been a pretty interesting day... went down to kl with yeeby and kat, after class to visit philip during his work break.. and we took pictures at starhill... hhahaa.. or was it marriot... hmm.. i dun really remember.. but, yeeby, kat and i couldnt resist taking pictures! hahah.. damn jakun wey.. but we werent alone!! *grin* cos right after we finished taking our pics, 2jap women came and asked us to help THEM take pics.. hahaa.. :) i so shouldve applied make up tt day manz... look horrible without it! *sigh* havent been getting enough sleep lately mar... anyhoo, after our lil photo taking spree, we headed to coffee bean... baby wanted his cafe latte mar.. so there we were... and he kinda caught our photo taking bug, cos he started takin pics of himself!! hahaha.. philip's vain.. VERY vain *grin* anywayz, he hung out with us till he had to go back to work.. after he left, the three of us ended up talking AND talking AND talking.. ALOT... *grin* had loads of fun catching up and reminising bout the past though... *sigh* was speaking bout wl for a bit... i miss him.. i really do... but i know tt he's in a better place now...

ANYHOO, after hanging out in c0ffee bean for about... three hrs? we left for... SHOPPING!! yey yey... loukong gave me his atm card to withdraw money if i were to find something tt i really want to buy... but i cant bear to use his hard earn money... *smile* im a good wife, kayz.. hahaa.. i help my loukong save money wan, kayz... *pats self at the back* yeeby and i were on a mission today...:) a mission to give kat a makeover... but kat's so shy!!! babes, u look beautiful the way u are... be proud of it!! aside from helping kat out, we were ALSO looking for a prom dress for yeeby!! n she looked amazing in this number.. like seriously, babes.. u looked spectacular.. *slurp* right jin?! im sure u'd agree with me... :)
oh!! and i saw this REALLLLYYY nice sundress... *sigh* was from isetan.. and it was like.. rm135 after discount lar.. was sooo tempted to buy it... but... hmm.. in jin's words... i should k.i.v.. which means, keep in view lar! *grin* hahaha.. im home now.. and im STILL thinking about tt dress.. think i would drag lip with me somewhere next week to get it.. mwahahahhaa... after shopping, we had dinner at dome.. but i couldnt eat much.. whenevr it's this time of the month, i lose my appetite... hmmm... i want tt dress!!! wahaahhaha...
after dome, philip came and joined us for a bit, n den we proceeded to centrepoint for a lil yum cha session with the rest of the gang... which was a lil sad cos ben,jinn and darren couldnt make it.. they were bz with their video editing... *sigh* im just so glad tt the due date has been postponed..
baby's playin his guitar behind me now....:) been sometime since he had the time to sing to me... im gonna go enjoy the music now... yey yey

phenomenal woman...

parents are in ipoh right now... prolly having dim sum, or char kuey teow in some kopitiam... ive been lazing around at home the whole morning... and trust me when i say, im about to explode! spent the whole morning channel surfing... like seriously.. i watched 2 episodes of csi:miami and one of csi:newyork.. and THEN i was just about to watch 'a knight's tale' when my hubby called... and now, im up and about... like im suppose to... tt phone call from him REALLY made me feel guilty... i mean, he's at work, working his ass off, and here i am, just... watching tv... so... ive decided to.. *drum rolls* clean my room!! woo hoo.. hahaha.... sad, i noe.. i mean, i really want to do something tt i could-like see the results immediately... im a VERY impatient person... *grin* but im learning how to curb tt ermm.. habit of mine...

ive still got a box of my stuff at joe's place... had to bring some stuff over for the video shoot the other day... *sigh* i should really go get my stuff back, shouldnt i? which reminds me, jade's flipflops are still downstairs in my car! aiks... ahhahaa... shiet... im bored with the way my room looks like... seriously.. its been like..ermm.. this design for a REALLY long time! and im honestly bored of how it looks like.. think im gonna do loads of rearranging today..wnder how things would look like once im done? *ponder ponder ponder* i think ive got loads of stuff to throw away... and loads of stuff to rearrange *sigh* its going to be a looonnng afternoon...

but honestly, i'd rather be cleaning up my room, den be in joe or vincent's shoe... they're doing the editing for our video... and by the sounds of it, i think they're going through a REALLY tough time... poor boys.. wish i could help, but i suck when it comes to computer stuff... hahaha.... im a computer idiot, and proud of it! :) i miss my daddy..*sigh* he's normally home on weekends! and i miss philip... its a VERY busy day for him at work today.. wish i could help... but cooking is SO not my thing... tho i DO enjoy it... hahhaha.. whatever.. time to get...BUSY........

oh... and i just went through dee's blog.. and read this poem she had up there... i thought it was phenomenal, and i want to share with all.. jus like how she wanted to share with all her gfs too... dee.. thank u...*hugz* dee's the babe who's got her head right above the rest of us*wink* we took this pic during navvy's bday lunch at italiannies, 1u... i miss u loads, babes.. i really do... till we meet again!


phenomenal woman


Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Maya Angelou

karma

i've never been one of those who believes in karma... jin believes in it.. i noe she does:) and just like her, i hope tt this certain individual hurts really bad... no one deserves to be treated badly... no one should be put through pain and hurt just to entertain another's jealousy, insecurity and hate... that is why, i hope that karma REALLY does take place this time.. cos what goes around, comes around... and i hope u hurt like hell... i really hope u do... cos if u cud even feel a miniscule of the pain that u had put me through, den u wud finally understand what pain really means... how badly it hurts to be torn from inside, and not be able to eat, breathe, live properly... i hope you hurt... i hope u really do... cos ure nothing but an insecure, insensitive, jealous, backstabbing, lying bitch... the truth will catch up with u... jus u wait...
on a completely different note... i just spoke to navvy jus now! yey yey.. hahhaa.. he called me all the way from uk... twas so sweet of him.. he's always been there for me... like ALWAYS... and he's never let me down before... in fact, he was the reason why i passed constitutional law! hahaha... he'd coach me for hours over the phone, and call me in the middle of the night, JUST to make sure tt i was studying:) hahaha... yup yup... he's me MALE best friend.. the one who watches out for my back whenever im drunk, in trouble, crying, hungry, lost, hungry, in a bitching mode, in a mood for a movie, frustrated, confused bout what to wear, not confident bout myself, sad...etc... yup yup.. he's the whole package... hahaha... seriously! he always goes d extra mile jus to make sure tt ive got food in my tummy, a smile on my face, and chocolates in my pocket... haha.. i want chocolates, navvy!!! *muacks*